i will lie because of u

" i will lie because if you" remember that . I will lie to get anything i want because of today . Thanks to you , i will take it as a lesson . CAUSE YOU PISS ME OF SO MUCH . EVERY TIME , EVERDAY . SO PLEASE JUST GET OUT OF THE WORLD I AM IN . BUT WITHOUT YOU , I CAN'T LIVE .

La Corda D'oro ~ Secondo Passo ~

to all La Corda D'oro Fans ! Go to this website ( At cbox ) !!
Other than that , Bye bye ~!

WAKARIMASEN !!!!!!!

I HAVE NO IDEA WHO AM I . That is the question popping up in my head in the nights . Well yeah seriously who am i ? and did i do anything wrong in this life so far ? Like going into my current school , and getting into SJAB as my cca . Plus , I feel even more unsecured in my future . I mean , what can i do ? What occupation is available for me to support myself ? What are my talents ? I DON'T KNOW !!!!!!!!!! IT IS DRIVING ME NUTS !! AND , WHAT CAN I DO IN SJAB WHEN I AM NOT IN THE FIRST AID TEAM ? YEAH WELL SURE , I DID PASS MY FIRST AID TEST BUT WHAT IS THE POINT WHEN I AM NOT IN THE FIRST AID TEAM ? *SIGH* troubled teenager . Oh , i think i gained 1 kg . maybe ~ should be around 45-48 kg . *sigh* ... ... wanna faint . Body figure like my mama . CAN THINK !!!! and guess what , i am only 15++ cm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREAK !!!what , i just weigh myself and i am ... ... around 45 kg . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! FREAK !!!!!!! IDIOT !!!! sorry , for being freaked out . Just realised that i am like the shortest in class ... ...

MY BAD QUALITIES

SHORT NOTE :
1 ) HAS UNUSUALLY LOW EQ
2 ) UNUSUALLY SELFISH
3 ) UNUSUALLY IDIOTIC
4 ) UNUSUALLY UNTIDY
5 ) UNUSUALLY BLOCK-HEADED

* that's all folks!*

Vulgarities is not good for health

hellooo !!!!! Ppl ! Jap class was sooo hard but at lease i managed to understand what is the sensei talking about . I love rice balls !! Have been eating them for the past few dayz and i am addicted to em ! WOOT ! checked my brother's book list yesterday . Such a HASSLE !!!!!! Once you open his cabinet , you will see a mini-junkyard . All the things are uncategorised ! SO MESSY !!! !!! *Faint* but at lease it is better than last time when once you open the cabinet , every thing will slide down like an avalanche !! But of course , i managed to survive. Then , i crossed out the stuff that he has in pencil , made the paper messy , my dad was like : You did a fuc*ed up job okay (X5 times i think) and because he just said it to me okay , i decided to write this post . YEA YEA I DID A FUC*ED UP JOB . TOO BAD IF I LEARNT THIS FROM YA ~! *censored words*(sound effects : TOOT ---) go ahead and imagine what ever i said . Going out with Lih Yui and Ji Hee on Friday ... ... mom gave me $10 , might be going for movie ... ... yea that's all . Bye .

short note :

hey i am almost done with my DVD ! it was really great ! Great enough for me to go high with La Corda D'oro again !~! Woot ! Well , i went to mc donald with my fren today and did our japanese homework ... ... *sigh* still horrible at it . Oh , my mom bought Candy Candy back from GIANT ... ... lol.. i am gonna watch with her after La Corda D'oro so i hope that it is good enough for me to get over with it ... ... okay wanna play neopets now , mataaimasho!

happie and scared girl

Hello ! i am so happy ! i just got my La Corda D'oro DVD ! Its the whole series as well ! YAY ~! and its only $9.90 . I started my japanese course and its kinda fun just that i need to wait for my fren ... ... today i waited for her for 15 minutes ... ... lols ... ... finished Seto no Hanayome yesterday and starting on Hayate no Gotoku ( they sensored lot of words in the anime ) . I am also going to start on my piano lessons soon and i need to buck up on my sight reading fast . I am going to see how clear the DVD is at night and need to practise writing the Hiragana later ... ... tired .... ... Good thing that there is no lessons on weekends . BUT , i have nothing to wear tomorrow and i am the shortest in class !!! okay fine , i am short ... ... i am kinda scared for reasons that i don't know and i think that its stupid . okay see you in a few days ... ... need to watch anime now bye bye -